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[May. 12th, 2008|02:30 am] |
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Update? - went to the dominican with Nathan April 1st - 7th, first time on a plane / getting away to somewhere warm had an amazing time relaxing with my boyfriend :) (didnt like the plane too much .. probably because we had a 6am flight and were at the airport from 2am. no sleep makes for a shitty plane ride). Resort was beautiful , weather was nice after the 2 days of rain upon arrival, went on an off roading go karting excursion which was unbelievably fun , we got covered in Dirt since we were driving through huge puddles (up to our waist) deep water.
:) im super happy, almost 3 years with being with my boy and things are still super strong. I hope that things work out with nathan getting his sisters house so maybe i could be living with him by early next year . eee
slowly figuring out what i want to do with my life in terms of working , and i think i have it figured out, includes more school but will move me closer to tattooing in the long run
Today was mothers day. My parents went over to Nathans for a BBQ, the weather was shitty so plans got changed around, But over all it was good . after went to muddyduck resturant for my grandmas 78th birthday.
its super late so ill finish updating another day |
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| Typing will soon lead to sleeping |
[Jun. 26th, 2007|12:13 am] |
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| | atreyu | ] | Im quite tired at the moment , But i can't seem to sleep/ Mainly Money woes that are keeping me awake. Its one of those PMS think too much moments which im not enjoying. So instead of trying to lay down and deal with cramps im going to type my worries away in here. OR i could start off with what i did today, which was nothing until around 5pm when i went up to my nathans. Hung out for a bit and than we meaning me and his friends, went to see 1408, Which was an alright movie, funny at times and suspense-ful, I dont really have a real reason for why i didnt Love it, I think it was the pace of it, and my ADD kicked in a little too quickly. Wow im not in the best of moods at the moment , i wanna cuddle with nathan, its sad that after a year and a half i can still miss him pretty damn fast. I love that boy, even when hes moody and im moody and the world is moody. lol, Ugh im so needy. I was going to write about things that arent even problems, like the "money" issue, But maybe i'll just turn this post into a sap fest , I dunno.
Maybe ill even be able to get to sleep soon.. Its nearing 12:30 .. and roxanne will be up at 6:30 shitty
Nathans Bday in less than a week, should be good times ahead. |
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| ROXANNEEEEEEEE .. you dont have to wear that dress tonight |
[Mar. 4th, 2007|09:48 am] |
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| | thoughtful | ] | Me and Nathan got a Puppy . yaya yyay a/
This Pug quest started on Last Saturday ... We originally were going to buy "Frankie" the pug dog from PJ pets in Yorkdale on saturday. But my mother (who i had on the phone trying to convince for an hour) said no. I was so upset , nathan comforted me and told me there was lots of dogs.. BUT Frankie was amazing, and me and Nathan both loved this dog. Nathans friends all felt bad for me, and Steve said that he would buy me a sparkler from a fireworks store. We headed to this store "KABOOM" after and it was the sketchiest warehouse ever, and of course closed. Oh forgot to mention we drove in circles for a long time to reach KABOOM . .lol. We went to Nathans and Alex came over and we went to the movies together to see RENO 911. Not a bad movie. I slept over at Nathans .. and went to work on sunday. Anyways .. Sunday went by slowly.. and still no puppy .. I finally convined my parents to get a puppy .. and when monday rolled around.. FRANKIE was sold, so i called nathan and went on a mad quest calling every pet store in the area. Square one had 2 pugs.. 1 for 700 (male) and 1400 (female) I was shitting when i heard the price.. 700!! holy shit.. . so good, I soon found out why that puppy pug was 700. me and my parents were in the viewing room.. The male pug was brought in the room , he was huge.. peed everywhere, was scared on people and smashed his head into the window. The female was the complete opposite so i choose her of course.
Roxanne the 3 month old pug came home on monday. Her daddy came and visited her at night, she 's adorable. |
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| Surgery leads to more Surgery |
[Feb. 20th, 2007|10:43 pm] |
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| | grateful | ] | Yesterday... Went into surgery yesterday morning, Laposcopy, (camera down the bellybutton) i was nevrous as hell before the surgery, and the doctors were telling me i would have to stay over night even though it was only Day surgery. Got there at 10am, filled out forms and got dressed into the wonderful hosipital gown that makes your butt hang out, oh yeah i got booties too! lol, waitied a lot with my parents. Than got called in to the Holding room, to wait to speak to a bunch of nurses and my doctor, every nurse were telling me how cold i was, so by the time i had to go into the operating room i was covered in blankets. Climbed up on the operating table, got strapped down, the anestic nurse, hooked up an IV, and on with the oxygen mask. Next thing i know im in a giant room with all kinds of patients who are also waking up from surgery. The doctor came and greeted me again, and explained that he couldnt remove the cysts, because it was too risky. I found out that i have endometrisos. (which causes the uterus lining to grow outside of the uterus, making the organs stick together,and bleed at that time of the "month") Not cool. But i knew i had a problem, and i still thank my boy for pushing me to go to the doctors. Like a few more years of this shit and who knows where i would be at. Anyways, now for three months i have to get injections from the gyno that will try and loosen up the lining that is causing my ovaries/ other stuff to stick together, Than i have to have major surgery that invovles a C-section incision. GOO. So i was wheeled up in my bed to my room, my parents came, and the nurses, who kept checking my vitals, i wasn't feeling bad so i was able to go home early and not stay over. I got wheelchaired out of the hostipial before 4pm. Than i got home, relaxed and talked to Nathan on the tellyphone.
Today...
Went to see Nathan in the morning, everyone was telling me to stay home and rest, and by the time i got to his place i wasnt feeling too good at all. But i enjoyed the day relaxing with him <3, and now i got a whole week off to take it easy. |
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| Trip |
[Apr. 30th, 2006|11:41 pm] |
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| | calm | ] | so this is pretty Random..
Heading off to Buffalo tomorrow with Nathan, Al, and Chris. Last minute deciding, staying in Niagra Falls tomorrow (casnio bitches), and than hitting up Buffalo for Hottopic the next day and than heading back to Bramptonia for Wednesday morning. I'm bailing out on work, ill make up a sob story tonight, invovling death, and my dad isnt going to find out about this trip until im gone. This should be interesting
The last 2 days were spent at Dave and Busters. SATURDAY = Dave and Busters and Benchwarmers TODAY= nascar racing and Dave and Busters. So good. |
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[Apr. 17th, 2006|01:08 pm] |
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I'm so in love <3 Hahahahahaha |
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| EASTEEEEEEER |
[Apr. 16th, 2006|09:28 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | loved | ] | so Easter
God im beyond sick and tired. So its 9am, just finished wandering around downstairs finding eggs, i wasn't planning on getting up at all . But brandon wasn't too happy and he woke me up from complaining, so i came downstairs to see if i could turn this sad excuse of a happy easter hunt into a fun fest,. It worked. Brandon was quite happy at the end of it, and thats all i wanted, was to see him happy on a hoilday. Besides it wasnt that hard finding the eggs when i planted them . muahaha,. *coughs and wheezes* Got resident evil and Nathan gave me Nintendo Dogs on friday :) I love fugly the pug dog.
Last night .. was super Worked until 5pm, and it wasnt even working i drew on all of Walmarts advertisments with sharpies. So these giant displays that we were suppose to be throwing anyways - had a family of 4 , the dad a pirate, the son a french artist, the daughter a gyspy, and the mom a hooker. So everyone at the one hour photo saw, and than they told some walmart staff, so i kept showing it to everyone and they were so amazed. good times. THAN . Mom drove me out to Nathans and me, nathan, al, chris and Jason went to CHANS for dinner (pre-drinking), andd than proceeded to a chinease discount mall( XXXXXXL?) , AND than to Glow in the dark miniput, which was fun as hell. i did well on the first hole and than my skills left me. Played some video games after and than headed back to Nathans because UFC Ultimate Fighter Champion was coming on at 10. Nathan got drunk pretty fast, 5 shots of 50% vodka and he was gone, and being sappy, and i was loving it, mainly because i was drunk too. So UFC became a makeout session, lmao. God i love him so much, He makes me so happy. 3months without a fight, or even close to a fight, we figure its because we are more friends than anything, like friends with benefits. haha. So mom came at 12am, and i was wasted. Not completely but i was buzzing, i guess my mom couldnt tell because she made me help her hide easter eggs at 1am. Oh god. it was bad i was practically falling over. LMAO. maybe it was torture?
Today . = Nathan + Family for easter dinner.
my nose is stuffed up and i cant breathe. That makes hayley sad. |
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| YAYA |
[Apr. 12th, 2006|02:56 pm] |
DEVILDRIVER will be teaming up with BURY YOUR DEAD, REMEMBERING NEVER, IF HOPE DIES and ARTIMUS PYLEDRIVER on may 29, 2006 @ the opera House |
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| Liver issues and zombie concert |
[Apr. 5th, 2006|10:35 am] |
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| | discontent | ] | fucking hell .
Its apparent that my dad needs a liver transplant .. fucking soon , my dilema is whether or not i should give up my liver for my dad, you have to be 18 or older which i am , and not over weight, which i also am. Me and my mom would only be the matches in order for my dad to get a liver quickly. If not.. he is still on the waiting list .. but thousands of people are on those lists. . . And the way the doctors are pushing him i don't know how long he has until his liver completely fails.
I know that when you give your liver to someone almost 90% grows back so thats not the real issue im dealing with. and maybe i would seem selifish for not wanting to have someone cut me up and take out an organ, but the thought freaks me out. Espically the healing process after it happens. also .. MINUS the giant scar i would have on my tummy/ chest .. and i mean giant.. these scars are HUGE. so after thinking about it over and over last night if my mom dosen't get in shape i think i will go on the list for my dad. I know i want to because i love my dad and if i can help him than why not, even though i am scared shitless at the thought.. its just the scar thats scaring me. Like.. fuck i wouldnt want to touch me if i had a giant scar on my tummy. Not at all. so im thinking Hey. like what if nathan dosent find me attractive and i know thats the stupiest thought , because i know how much he already loves me. But i still think it. Maybe its just that i would find myself unattractive? . Ya thats more the case because my self esteem is at a -3 . lol so i made a plan . I was like .. mom .. i give dad my liver.. i get to Tattoo over my scar area , , lol . :/ I need to think about this organ donation thing more, but i think .. i will if it comes to the point that no one else can get a liver to my dad fast.
OK OK OK ..
OFF all of that bullshit and on to the RoB ZOMBIE concert last night.
Laura and i headed down to the concert via.. Go bus, subway and Taxi It took about an hour and a half to arrive at the Kool Haus, Arrived at the show.. watched Bullet for my valentine, who weren't bad .. no one respected them which was funny. They would be like lets see this pit moving . and everyone stood there with their arms crossed. Than Lacuna Coil came on , they were AMAZINg , and i'm glad i get to see them live again at Ozzfest , their cover of Enjoy the silence was flawless. Merch was pricey.. 20 bucks for 1 thong, so i didn't get it , although now im thinking i should have .. oh well . i got a zombie shirt that has half naked chicks on it. woooo . It can remind me of the concert, since through Rob Zombie's set there was a screen playing mini videos on it .. anything from heti to naked chicks to the munsters. During the song More human than human .. there was a giant robot on stage and it did a giant pelvic thrust .. honestly the funniest thing ever, oh and they played 1965 (white zombie).. I was in zombie heaven . So so so good. Umm . i was texting Nathan a lot and the guys that Laura introduced us to were being annoying , so that was mainly why. I didn't feel like getting hit on by some 30 age olds so keeping my head down looking at the phone, killed conversation . Laura left a lot to smoke blunts which is cool, i wouldnt want to be around those guys anyways. lol QUITE annoying they were. All in all twas a good night. |
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| VOTE .. not with your mind but with your... |
[Apr. 3rd, 2006|05:15 pm] |
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| | pleased | ] | Sex sells. Its a given ,. Humber is holding a election in the next few days, one of the canadiates is standing in the hallway saying vote for Paris as she hands out condoms, and little cards that say when to vote/ :/ lol Thats a way to motivate the students to vote.. mhhmmmm everyone will be inclined to vote for her. Free condoms. hell ya! haha
Rob Zombie Tomorrow. :D Exciting exciting ..
I'm bored of this already . :/ |
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| Luke.. use the force |
[Mar. 31st, 2006|12:44 am] |
So last night, i spent 3 hours working on a Cd Cover/ booklet/ . . for me and miakos dvd project. The Dvd turned out awesome.. and the Cd cover im so proud of..
So glad tomorrow is only a short class, than i can see Nathan and possibly see a movie , like :"slither" haha . Ugh Me + school = awesome at the moment, i got 95% on my math test yesterday and i am currently caught up in all my classes. It feels awesome. why oh why do i stay up so late.. and why is Lego Star wars for PS2 the best game ever created. |
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[Mar. 29th, 2006|09:56 am] |
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| | loved | ] | BAH ! so i only have a 60 in Business Law right now.. i know that, that mark will go up since this course now only has 1 take home test and 1 inclass test . Thank god for that strike.. actually no .. Comm 200 .. english i most definatly will fail . ok .. need a better attitude.. but depending on how many assignments and essays get dropped i may not be able to bring up my mark . HMMM,, *ponders* School is on my mind right now. At least my business classes are under control and my math mark is amazing . Humanities i have an assignment to hand in that is now 3 and 1/2 weeks late because of the strike. I'll pull through and bring up all these marks. I always do . :)
I have the biggest hickey ever imaginable on my neck .
I'm at school until 8 // so i'll be back on here to update more later :/ |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 25th, 2006|10:56 pm] |
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| | drained | ] | Strike is over , back to school wednesday, i'm glad i'll finally be out of this limbo and back into the swing of things. And than end of april school is out. which is sweet since than i dont have to worry about school and work , just work .. and i can go back to be being full time. and make the money thats needed to get into the next year of college.
Hot tubs are my new best friend and enemy. Acne attack . !
Yesterday saw CHILDREN OF BODOM . and Chimaira with janine
it was good very good. Except that Chimaira didn't play "down again" or "Painting the white to gray" *tear* my favorite songs , atill amazing as hell though and i finally can say their name correctly. Bodom were awesome too with their used riffiage. But still great .
bedtime in a few seconds. i miss Nathan badly and want to sleep all through tomorrow just to see him on monday . No work is needed , i dont need money pfftt
done - |
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| Sapp Fest 2006 |
[Mar. 21st, 2006|12:03 am] |
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| | cheerful | ] | Seems that im falling more in love with Nathan everyday Went over to his house earlier since my group cancelled on me, and played Burnout for a long time. I forgot how GOOD that game is. and the new version for 360 is super. Than we decided to go into the hot tub. It was freezing running to the Tub from the house in the minus degree weather. But once in .. sooo nice. Most relaxing thing EVER. looking at all the stars, the steam coming off the water and being held in Nathans arms. Yaaaaaaa so nice :D my hair was frozen, and it was so warm i never wanted to get out. I finally told Nathan that i loved him, I know that he knew i did before, i just hadn't built up the guts to actually spit it out until tonight. And i'm glad i did.
lol all my posts on livejournal have become sapp-fest 2006 woaaahh seneca is making the cutest meows at me, yes shes distracting.
Uhhhh
strike day 15 and the colleges are still talking so who the fuck knows whats going to happen anymore i'm sticking to my word and saying the strike won't end until the 27th WE shall see
Workie today >_ |
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| laser quest is cool? |
[Mar. 19th, 2006|07:38 pm] |
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Worked all saturday and than headed to Nathans , we walked over to the fish and chips place for dinner and than Went to laser quest with Nathan and his friends shawn, adam , and steve, who are all extermely funny and fun to hang out with. So we played 3 rounds.. the first round was quite a game, all the guys choose chicks names and i was nathan , haha . Roxanne, stacey, and super steve (who never changed his name for any round) So there was a crazy super mega Geek playing the first round with us.. i mean it was bad.. he's #1 laser quester in brampton and was wearing the shirt to prove it. So his name was "user" , and we wanted to knock his teeth out. Like theres NERDS and than theres FREAKS. and he was beyond both refrences. anyways.. so after that round was over.. waiting for our scores, and the USER kid walks by ..looks at my boobs and than goes. Metroid prime is the best game . *Since i was wearing that shirt* lmao . But it was such a long pause between staring and not staring , and it was soooo funny, because nathan wanted to beat the guy up even more after that . Um after that game, played again, and it was so much more fun .. NO fucking "user" kid running around and less tiny kids. Sooo good. than we played 2 on 2 air hockey .. which kicked ass. It was extereme! umm than the last round of laser quest , by this time i was a sweating mess, lol. our codenames were all articles on clothing , so i was hat , nathan was shoe, etcccccccc. Twas a good night
LASERQUEST IS SO GAY but i still love it at times
Ozzfest tickets bought .. 120 bucks later. Section 200 . <3
Tomorrow = group meet up, and than Nathans for Hot-tub and Burnout , bow chicka wow wow |
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| hm updated .. |
[Mar. 17th, 2006|10:34 pm] |
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| | lazy | ] | Glasses .. wtf so found out yesterday i'm partly nearsighted and should get glasses. The eye doctor who was extermely nice, was like .. its your choice whether you want them now or not. So at first i said no.. But after actually thinking about it .. i think im going to get that prescription . If i start driving anytime soon . i cant read street signs hardly at all . lol Now i could get like emo rims? YEAH! WOO , naw my glasses would be forty times cooler than that .
:P
Dumb homework , I need to finish it all . and actually concentrate on it. good thing i probably also have ADD, lol
mildly retarded ?
i think so |
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| 2 months of happiness |
[Mar. 10th, 2006|11:50 pm] |
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| | loved | ] |
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| | Haste the day | ] | Me and Nathan = 2 months today These past 2 months have gone by so fast and i am ever so happy everything that he says.. everything that he does.. is perfect i feel im going to start trailing off into a sappy entry but im tired so ill keep it simple i heart nathan . woooooo !!!!!!!!
STRIKE day 5 |
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| Love in Slow Motion . . . |
[Mar. 6th, 2006|12:16 pm] |
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| | chipper/ procrastinating | ] |
| [ | music |
| | COB | ] |
Bleeding through are were beyond amazing live
wow i enjoyed greatly and i have fully been converted into a fan. thats for sure.
Headed to the pheniox for the bleeding through concert with Nathan and Jason. My mom drove us, and the van started to act up, the signals went off, the brakes started to fail, and it was about to stall every minute we drove. The van broke down on Sherborne street, so we waited for the tow truck to arrive, Nathan and Jason needed to use a washroom , so we went looking for somewhere. We exprienced the shaddiest restrurant ever. Man .. it was bad, and so many homeless people inside, you had to buy something to use the washroom , so i was like umm can i get 2 cokes, and the man at the cash with his zero teeth and grugndy look just stared at me. lol. He's like do you want straws/? and i could only think where those straws possibly could have been .. since everything in that place was pure dirt, so of course i said no. So i made Nathan and Jason use the washrooms. They exclaimed that it was the worst washroom they have ever been in .. and that they probably got aids with in seconds of being in there. lol. Ugh . Then we walked to the pheniox, which was about 200 stores up from where the van broke down. Nathan bought our tickets from a scapler, and than we decided to look for food. 40 fucking minutes later. We couldnt find one restrurnt. Like this street literally had zero food. One grocery store that looked as run down as the restrurant we first were in . Found a submarine place. I ate soup that tasted like chemicals. lol. ! and than we headed to the show, to wait in the line with 100's of scene kids. Damn scene kids.. with all their beads.. and sceney-ness.
Do they not realize they look like clones? i know that everyone can't be different.. because someone somewhere will be dressed simalar.. BUT fuck .. these kids. . . need to stop trying so fucking hard to be the same . 4 guys standing in front of us.. clothes consisted of the same layout. plaid shirt, too tight jeans, shrunken sweater, hair swept to the side, and the list goes on , I know this is at every concert . But the scene kids are getting worse!
JEEZ!
Finally after an hour in the cold, got inside, Nathan bought me a wifebeater Bleeding Through shirt , and he bought so much Bleeding through merchadise for himself. Everything was so cheap! :) Haste the Day played first and they were actually very amusing live, and i enjoyed their music. They kinda ruined it in the middle of their set when they screamed. As you know we all love our lord jesus christ . blah blah blah . LMAO meh they were still good. After them .. Between the Buried and me , came and they were ok. i didn't quite like the lead singers singing .. but the drumming and guitar were flawless. hmmm THEN Every time i die went up, and the crowd went crazy .. all the scene kids were there for this band it was evident. So we were at the back the whole time, and the pit, was formed for the set.i began to feel light headed and i was going to try and get out of the crowd to sit down , But i thought i would pass out trying and get trampled. So when i told nathan i felt like i was going to pass out, he's like hold on, wait 2 seconds for this song to finish. Man .. my eyes turned black, and i couldnt see anything,continuing by my legs giving out. so i fell to the ground Next thing i know, Nathan is picking me up and Pulling me through crowds of people, trying to get the fuck out of the concert area. He was so worried, and he kept asking if i was ok , i know i scared the shit out of him, lol So we went into the merch room and he went to go get me water. He's like you have no idea how many people i had to punch to get you out of there, lol. Jason came and sat down beside me he had all my shit, so we decided that i would stay in the alcohol section, where there was couches, and Nathan and Jason would go in the pit for Bleeding Through. Yep .. so Bleeding throgh is definalty one of the best bands i have seen live even if i was sitting up in the balconey . When they played Love in Slow Motion , sooooooo good. I can't wait until they come back . The cool thing about the pheniox theres no security by the stage, you can dive off the stage, during bleeding through a guy ran on the stage and tried to sing into Brandon's mic, and brandon punched the guy off the stage. haha . another guy jumped off the stage.. but the crowd split , and he landed on the ground . lol Sooo yes i enjoyed the show all in all . After the show, Nathan was the happiest boy there could be , he touched Brandon'd leg, and got to sing into the mircophone with him. lmao . <3 His parents picked us up. and dropped me off. and i watched the oscars with my family for awhile.
This was a fucking long post. woah
OH and Kayla is a stupid bitch and she has to stop being so desperate and messaging Nathan every fucking second. The end
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| Ughhhh Law sucks! |
[Mar. 3rd, 2006|10:53 am] |
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| | accomplished | ] | So i got back my Law assignment 19 / 20 , i would love to know where i lost a mark but my teacher dosent leave comments on my papers. Oh well, i don't feel like asking , since before i got it back .. He called me up to the front to question why .. my paper was almost identical to 2 other students in his other class , which makes NO sense, because there was no other students sitting in my court session , It was me and my mom , and people invovled with the case.
OOOHHHHHHHH
you know what i just thought of.. the same court session was held twice.. there was plaintiff vs. Defendant, and than right after Defendant vs. Plaintiff.
>_<
Lol . took me awhile to think of that . NOW .. i shall go call work . Try to get out of working tonight, i want to go to dinner with Nathan and his friends, and i know for a fact theres like zero work to be done.
And shortly i have an interview with a project leader at Humber for my group project . Should be interesting. My group members aren't the brightest. lol |
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| Enjoy the Silence |
[Mar. 1st, 2006|10:20 am] |
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| | Avenged Sevenfold | ] | Bah i'm like over emotional today, This morning i just got so stressed on the way to school , talking about my classes, that i started balling . And i look like shit today, or maybe i feel like shit? UGH fhack.. I don't want to be here at all right now, i want to be curled up in my bed, Not worrying about 20 billion tests and assignments all due in the next few days. And like. I want to see Nathan within all this chaos of school since he has so much time off and he has to work for like 7 days straight after this week. I KNOW that i fucking should be putting more effort into school, but i can't seem to buckle myself down .. I'm doing fine in all my classes. Except fucking english which im worried the shit about, espically this second cause im pretty sure i have a inclass essay today. Which is like an hour away? fucking wooo
I'm going to fuck off soon to put makeup on, make myself feel better? hopefully. It's just one of those days.
Ok .. past all that shit though Booya me and Nathan have been dating over a Month and a half , and we are going great , i heart that boy a lot. ^_^
Wednesdays suck MAJOR ass !!!?!?!!!!!! |
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